I'm Feeling sick to my stomach today!

I don't have enough rest, And am having nightmares now and then!

Been dreaming in the day too!

I'm having ample of rest,

Trying not to think too much though!

Cousin Ayu Came in the afternoon and told me to have lunch~

She said I Looked different wearing specs!

Quote, "Jan, this is the other side of you, you looked different"

I replied "Models do get sick you know, I can't doll up and all meeting the doctor,

and gave her a smile"

I felt so frail, and lethargic!

Buruma came to the rescue, as usual!

At about 3 we headed to the polyclinic!

Buruma lectured me as usual, about eating healthily and all!

Quote, "Jannuma, stay focused, be strong, eat on time! You looked skinny!"

I replied "Yes, buruma I will!"

So he bought me Tuna and Sardines while I was busy searching for my Redbull!

A Day without Redbull and Chocx Is like a day In Hell For me!

Literally*

As I Depend Too Much On Redbull For Energy And Chocx To Make me Smile!

Oh yes, I'm On Sliming Pills, So Not To Worry!

So then After everything is settled,

Another Cousin of mine Asked, "Kak Nurul, Zirca Tomorrow?"

I Replied, "Adek, I'm Sick! I'll end up sleeping At Zirca! Tipsy On Medication Not On Alcohol"

And He Laughed Hysterically~

And To All My Friends Who Text Me And Those Who Wished Me In Fb For A Speedy Recovery,

Thanks A Billion For Being Super Caring!

Sincere Apologies, I May Not Reply You Now,

But I Will Definitely Reply You Soon!

XOXO Readers*

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
"That the things are reminding me of you"
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
"Is this the end?"

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
"and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand"
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
"There's no one in the world that could replace you" (NO ONE)

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
"I wonder if you feel the same way too"

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Auby Still Loves You*
XOXO

Indulging in chocolates!

Phew, Chocolates Make me happy really!

Thank God for that!

Patience Is Virtue they say?

How far is this true?

Once I head home, I wish to jog!

Meeting hubs later, hopefully I can sleep well tonight!

Being in love is so complicated, and I really hope that things will turn out fine!

I just don't wish to think too much!

Enough*

Tweet all day and thank God I'm done With SD PROG!

Listening to metallica helps me calm myself down!

Like I said, it doesn't make me any stronger if I dwell about it!

Let it go, said the Angel,

And that is what I am going to do!

For once, I do not want to think too much about it!

I will never let anything come in my way!

It's all about me now!

Moving on,

New Year!

In two days!

Whopeeee!

Can't Wait to Party!

Really am looking forward to 2010*

Striving for perfection!

Nothing and I Mean NOTHING can come in my way!

xoxo

FINALLY!

I Added A Tagboard! But I Still Prefer Classic Dark Though!

So Leave Me Your Thoughts On The Tagboard, Readers!

I Wish To Change My Blog Skin, And Make My Own!

Pfft!

Any Ideas How To Do That?

Well I Was Thinking Of Doing Victoria Secret Theme!

All The Sexy Angels! ;D

Moving On,

I Am Eating The Xmas Cake, And Honestly,

I Need To Start Exercising Soon!

I'm Still In The Holiday Mode Even Though School Is Starting Tomorrow!

Will Be Going Out Later To Grab My Stationeries!

Another Stressful Term,

But When I Look At The Bright Side,

I Get To Meet My Besties Once Again!

Whopee!

Can't Wait!

Another Stressful Term,

Hectic Schedule But I'll Manage My Time Well!

Insyallah!

Two More Months To My Press Conference And Modeling Assignment!

Will Update When Event Is Nearing!

Moving On,

New Year Is Nearing!

I Want To Get A Coach Wristlet!

By CNY! Period!

I Want To Achieve Success!

And I Want To Achieve Happiness!

Nothing Can Take That Away From Me!

Insyallah Amin!

2010, Here I Come!

XOXO Readers-AubyLauraAdams*

One Word;

Excellente*

Enjoyed EVERY second that passed me by!

Xmas Was Superb for me!

Me And My girls partied like a rockstar!

We Partied Hard!

Everyone looked gorgeous On Xmas Day!

Giggled and laughed till wee hours in the morning!

No One was drunk Though!

Not to worry we were in one piece the very next morning!

Seriously we munched on snacks and indulged in Xmas Tree Chocolate Cake!

Xmas was a blast for me!

Enjoyed Every moment!

Aunt, Thank You For Spoiling Me With Wonderful Gifts!

Colleagues, Thanks For The Cupcakes And Candies ( I Feel Like a 12year Old Again )

And Lastly,

Thanks To My Girls For The Wonderful Xmas Party!

Countdown Next, Any Suggestions Anyone?

;D

I Will Add A Tagboard Soon, Pretty Soon!

Lastly, A Piece Of Advise From Qaiyum

DO NOT BATHE LATE AT NIGHT!

NOT ADVISABLE*

Goodnight Earth!

XOXO Readers!

Ola!

How is your Xmas preparations coming along?

Doing last minute shopping or partying hard I bet?

I'm enjoying myself;

Indulging in chocx!

Went To "THE COCOA TREES"

And Got Myself Fruit And Nut Cadbury Chocolates!

The moment I stepped into the shop,

I lirerally bite my nails*

My jaw dropped!

Chocolates everywhere! I wish I Could Have All Of Them Send to my home!

As A Xmas Gift!

I always dreamt of having my own CHOCOLATE FACTORY!

I'm Delusional I Know!

Well, Who Cares? I'm Happy Being The Way I Am!

So Santa, Grant My Wish For Xmas This Year!

Chocolate Factory Please?

Moving On..

Headed To Pedro After That,

Feisal got himself Pedro Shoes!

Classic And Classy!

Perfect In Brown, LV Design!

Superb!

He Loved It Too,

So After Which, We Had Lunch Ar HarbourFront!

PASTAMANIA! All Time Favourite!

My Favourite Hangout I Would Say!

Right Edy? Oh Ya, I Need To Meet Bestie Soon!

Lots To Bitch About! ;D

Enjoy Your Day Wherever You Are, Readers!

XOXO~

Had a blast with the cousins last night!

There were eleven of us, including myself and we headed to Snow City

And also Science Centre for our outing!

It was enthralling!

We were so enthu about going Snow City till me and Adil (Sugarpulp)

Couldn't sleep till four am in the morning!

So we just stared into blank space and forced ourselves to sleep!

The moment we gathered to take the train,

Everyone was looking at us!

Thinking whether it's a school trip or just a casual outing!

As usual, Moi, Fee and Iddy sat together and listened to music!

Sad thing is I misplaced my MP3 and my aunt confiscated the Ipod

So had no other choice but to listen to my cousin's music

But not bad though, the boy has good taste in music!

And fashion too*

Moving on..

Upon arrival, we took pictures~

Camwhore Again And Again!

We are vain, no doubt about that!

It runs int the blood*

We headed straight to the S.C.

And the moment we went in,

My Goodness! We were all freezing!

Literally!

I think the one in Korea is better,

As we didn't had a chance to ski!

Sobs ;(

Moving On..

We went to Macdonalds For Lunch!

Being fussy, as you all know,

I went up to the counter, And requested alot of things!

I told them,

"I have a huge order, 4 MacSpicy Meal, 2 Mc Wings, 3 Double Cheeseburger Meal, One

McChiken Meal and One Happy Meal"

And My Order Was Mcspicy Meal, No Lettuce, Add Mayo And Drinks Change To Iced Milo

If Not, Double Cheese Meal, No Onions, No tomato sauce, No pickles, Just Plain With

Cheese And Iced Milo For the Drinks!

Curry Sauce and Extra Chilli sauce is a must!

After lunch, we headed to Science Centre,

And headed straight to Sugarpulp's House for dinner!

Nasi Goreng Was Superb*

We Called It A Day After That!

Amazing Day With The Cousins!

Love You All

xOxO*

Yesterday was fun I guess

We ate non-stop!

We had beef steak, chicken franks, beacon, beef franks, and wedges!

As usual, I had Oreo milkshake!

Classic*

And we celebrated Liyana's Ending Days of Being A Single Woman!

Apparently she's getting married next week

So we threw her a small "party"

And she was all smiles last night!

We also had the "APPLE SHEESHA" or however it's spelled

And surprisingly my aunt really knows how to smoke sheesha!

She uploaded the pictures in Fb Hope it's not too blur or dark though

Since she's using her phone*

All the best to Liyana; May your marriage last long ;D

Venue: Al Majlis

Time: 7.30 Till Midnight

Those Who Attended the Party: Colleagues

Moving On,

Today, I'm attending a cousins' wedding!

I loathe weddings seriously!

Reason being, It makes me feel so lonely!

The feeling itself is indescribable

I just wonder, will men ever treat us right?

I have this fear of being in a r'ship!

And I am revengeful indeed!

I vowed to myself after you left,

I'd be a succesful woman!

I Still hold on to my words!

And will never let anyone take that awau from me!

And Once I succeed in my life,

I'll achieve more,

I feel satisfaction in that way!

And people, please stop asking about my personal life

Thank you*

Heading to a party with the aunt!

I'm bright in yellow, just the way Jack liked it!

All Smiles now!

Well my day went well!

Slept very late last night laughing and giggling with the cousins!

Love you guys alot!

I even did facial for them actually!

And they loved it!

Pampering session for the loved ones!

As of next week, I'll be busy with mom's wedding and all

Oh ya guys, I heard Charcoal facial wash is superb!

You should give it a try ok?

Moving on, I'm heading to Arab St soon!

Ladies Night out as one of my aunts' colleage is getting married!

Marriage Is something I would rather say...

Impossible for me as I'm happy being single!

Well everyone is entitled to their own opinion

So here's mine*

Perhaps I'm fussy or just scared,

Or maybe both?

Hopefully, I marry the right man!

Who can endure with my character and imperfections!

I'm a mess!

So yea!

Going to let my hair down sooon,

Take Care Guys,

xOxO!

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Merry Xmas in adv!

I already received my gifts Whoopee!

Excited Aren't I?

Well I received plenty of gifts today!

Outfitter Girls Shirt, Body Shop Perfume (And I Really Love this one) and Body Butter

Scrub And Lastly Urban Slippers*

I Dined At Fish And Co!

Finally, I get to eat my fish salmon!

And the service was good!

Two thumbs Up!

Well I am currently working at NTUC Income since I'm on hols,

Might As Well work right?

At least I earn!

Now I understand why people tend to put on weight working in an office environment!

Apparently, everyone, including myself, were munching on biscuits and drinking hot milo

like nobodys' business!

We were literally dipping our plain biscuits in hot milo!

Happily eating whilst doing our work!

Have you watched "Sesame Street" Before?

Well All of us looked like Cookie Monster!

Lolx!

I Looked left and right and everyone's jaw was moving!

And my colleagues are happening!

Friendly and Funny!

Made Me Feel so comfortable at work!

Once my two weeks of "probation" are over,

I will start to work from home!

Am looking forward to that!

Next Week, photoshoot with Reese(Saint)!

T-shirt Online!

That's His Business Now*

Will Give My All For This One!

Wish You The Best Of Luck Saint!

And To You Know Who You Are, Answer My Calls Will You?

Take Care Readers xOxO*

Weather – Madness!

I Was In Shocking Pink, Black And Gold!

Thank God Everything Went Well!

I Arrived Approximately Around 2pm!

Location: Sentosa, Pahlawan Beach;

Models: Moi, Sisqa, Kiz And Sexay Momma, Anggun*

Dresscode: Sexy

Everyone Looked Great!

Still In The Zouk-Out Mode Except For Myself!

But Overall, I’m Contented With My Shots!

Will Upload It In Facebook Soon!

Sincere Thanks To Photographer, And I Can’t Wait To Get The Pictures!

Pretty Much Excited Since It’s My First Time Modeling For Cars!

It’s Been Quite Sometime I Last Uploaded My Blog, Been Super Busy!

My Schedule Is So Hectic!

Met Trainer The Other Day!

She Pushed Me, And I Love It!

No Doubt It Was Tiring,

My Pain And Anger, All Expressed In My Running Session With Her!

I Am Able To Control My Emotions And Feelings When I Run!

I’m Happy The Way I Am Now, All Thanks To My Loved Ones And My Friends!

They Make My Day, They Make Me Smile!

Syukran! I Love You!

Speaking Of Which,

Me. Buruma And Kalai Went Out To Bugis!

To Celebrate Buruma’s Bday!

Glad Everyone Had Fun!

Must Do This Often!

XOxO~