A Few pictures taken with Sam!

It Seems that I'm Tired Of Waiting...

For once in my life, I realized so that there is more than meets the eye!

I'm going through depression, And I hate the feeling of being miserable!

It's true you have to learn to appreciate life and value those who loves you most!

I end up loving someone who never really loved me back*

And even after all these years, I waited, Patiently for him to be with me!

Why is love so painful, I questioned myself at times!

Life is unfair-So it seems!

But it life has to go on, I must say I find it rather annoying when things doesn't

go my way but what am I to do?

So Sam text me last night, asking if I was free to meet him and I agreed!

Even if it kills him to see me loving someone else,

He was extremely patient about it!

Looking at his eyes, I see nothing but pain!

Nothing But Misery and sorrows,

And whenever Sam is with me, he never fails to make me smile,

He has always been there for me, Even when I told him to go away, he never left!

He told me, Even if it takes years, or months or days,

He'll wait!

And he hold on to his word!

We met up last night, he brought me Ben And Jerry's Ice Cream!

My personal favorite,

Chocolate Fudge Brownie!

And brought me to the park to ease my mind!

Sam told me, "I'd do anything for you"

And I smiled! Even though deep down inside, I've hurt him so much!

Even during New Year And Mad Jack With The cousins,

Sam was there!

Everyone in my family loves Sam!

Even Ina, my Sister, loves him too!

Obviously, since they're best of friends!

So, I am hoping for the best this time,

I know everything about his past, and I forgive him..

All I care about is the everlasting love he has for me*

XOXO