Sunday, February 7, 2010



So, I guess I want to share this with everyone*
My trainer, Miss Falange, who is apparently one of the fittest woman I know, by far,
Is happy enough to tell me I can share about my training sessions with her ;D
So ladies, this is for you!
I love to eat no doubt about that, but at the same time I love to work out too!
You have look good to feel good, Agreed?
So for those who have dumbbells, work out both hands for 12x - EACH ( 3 sets )
Crunches - 100x, 50x Day, 50x Night*
Leg Race - 10x
Bridges - 1 Min
Lunges - 12x Each leg
Calves - 12x
And you are done! And don't forget to jog, 3 times around the stadium!
At your own convenience that is, since I'm close to Meridian Jc I just spend my jogging sessions there ;D
All the best, Ladies
Yours Truly, Sexist Auby
XOXO~
Saturday, February 6, 2010

I am a much stronger woman now,
All thanks to my loved ones!
My experience in life made me who I am today, a positive thinker*
I went through alot in life, and I must say life has taught me alot!
Some experiences are good, but the bad ones taught me to be stronger!
In relationships, women must not give their all,
What more trust their partner a hundred percent?
You can never trust nor love a man completely,
You will eventually lose yourself!
You must learn to love and appreciate yourself before loving someone or anyone else!
Let others tell you that you're ugly and let them criticise you for your imperfections!
Tell them, FUCK IT!
I say everyone is born with flaws are flaws are beautiful!
No human is PERFECT and only GOD Is PERFECTION!
Never let a man downgrade you and never let a man demoralize you!
That's what they are good at most! - Majority that is*
And may you find a partner that loves you beyond your flaws!
Love is never about tolerance,
Love is about acceptance!
Tolerating a person might lead you to domestic violence for when you are unable to control your
Anger or frustration you might end up hitting your partner,
Which is not right at all~
And even if you don't hurt or abuse your partner physically, you might end up affecting her emotionally!
I say that's even worse!
And ladies, please do not go to the extend of changing your features or yourselves for the ones you love for the sake of pleasing him!
You are ruining yourself!
So what if he compares you to another woman? A celebrity perhaps?
There might be A thousand and one dudes who appreciates you as a whole!
And stop giving your money to them!
You're just wasting your time! You need to learn to be strong and move on*
I've had enough of all this happening to my loved ones and now,
I dare to speak!
Because I believe everyone is born special!
To haters, FUCK OFF and Get a life! And to those who you love and love you,
Appreciate them! Your life will be happier, trust me!
Without losers! Less worry, and less stress!
Hail to all independent women!
XOXO~
Thursday, February 4, 2010

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go..
And go drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Beauty Is An Illusion, But What Is Love?
Why does my heart bleed? Why is it that I feel at lost?
Once bitten, twice shy they say!
But this time round, it's tearing me apart, I swear!
I can only imagine my life being trapped in a position whereby my body is still in tact while my
Soul and mind is wandering around!
Living corpse, two words that describes myself now!
It's not even about jealousy or betrayal anymore!
It's about guilt and excruciating pain!
I am not melodramatic or delusional, Neither am I being exaggerating
I can only express my feelings via words*
Actions mean nothing to me anymore!
Neither does the word love, it's only words!
I do not believe when a man tells me he loves me, his words are cheap!
I do not believe in happy endings because it doesn't exist!
I do not believe in anything anymore,
Enough is Enough! This time I mean it!
Enough of the promises made,
Enough of all the time spent,
Enough of being and getting hurt!
Scarred, and Scared!
I fear love! I fear relationships and I certainly fear death!
Sinner am I to everyone around me, yet you have always been a part of me!
Deep down inside, I only fear of God!
Where has my life brought me, why is it that God test me so much?
I questioned myself, yet I want to be closer to God!
Praying = serenity; peace and calm
It will make me realise that I still have my pillars of faith around me!
Thank Allah for that!
I shall not dwell about it anymore,
I need to be STRONG!
I need to pull myself together and make sure I achieve whatever it is that I want in life,
Insyallah!
Amin*