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Auby

Stubborn Is My Middle Name, I Do Not Judge One By The Way One Looks, Instead, I'd Rather know One On A Personal Level To Know One As A Whole! I Am Adex's Beloved Cousin And Buruma's Best Friend Forever! I Love My Boys With All My Heart; They Complete Me! Apart From Them, I Am Devoted To My Pillars Of Faith, My Family, My All! Mess With Me And I Will Mess With Your Mind Mutherfucker*

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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Beauty Is An Illusion, But What Is Love?

Why does my heart bleed? Why is it that I feel at lost?

Once bitten, twice shy they say!

But this time round, it's tearing me apart, I swear!

I can only imagine my life being trapped in a position whereby my body is still in tact while my

Soul and mind is wandering around!

Living corpse, two words that describes myself now!

It's not even about jealousy or betrayal anymore!

It's about guilt and excruciating pain!

I am not melodramatic or delusional, Neither am I being exaggerating

I can only express my feelings via words*

Actions mean nothing to me anymore!

Neither does the word love, it's only words!

I do not believe when a man tells me he loves me, his words are cheap!

I do not believe in happy endings because it doesn't exist!

I do not believe in anything anymore,

Enough is Enough! This time I mean it!

Enough of the promises made,

Enough of all the time spent,

Enough of being and getting hurt!

Scarred, and Scared!

I fear love! I fear relationships and I certainly fear death!

Sinner am I to everyone around me, yet you have always been a part of me!

Deep down inside, I only fear of God!

Where has my life brought me, why is it that God test me so much?

I questioned myself, yet I want to be closer to God!

Praying = serenity; peace and calm

It will make me realise that I still have my pillars of faith around me!

Thank Allah for that!

I shall not dwell about it anymore,

I need to be STRONG!

I need to pull myself together and make sure I achieve whatever it is that I want in life,

Insyallah!

Amin*