Auby
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
"You broke my spirit, my heart and my mind. I thought i would never be the same, but i'm still standing tall"Only that this time round I am able to move on,
With a better future, I hope!
It takes two hands to clap,
They say, and let these hands do the talking!
As of today, I shall bring myself together and not ruin my future!
It hurts so bad to see the one you love loving someone else,
But to think back again, what the heck?
He ruined me completely, played with my emotions and mind,
Threatened me, worse, HIT ME IN PUBLIC,
And even contacted women behind my back, and then lied to me!
Caught me messaging other men whom I label as friends and then he's doing the same thing as well!
Now tell me, why should I be sitting here like a plum pudding when I know that he's happy with someone else?
Is it really worth it?
Come to think of it, No!
But subconscious mind is telling me yes!
Yet I know this can't be happening!
Why dwell about this when I know it's not going anywhere?
Since you like telling the whole world about me,
I am telling everyone about you!
You've hurt me so much this time,
And you know why I still come back to you to patch things up?
It's because of love, you scumbag!
Whenever we argue about something and end up going monotonous for a moment,
You write on your FB Wall as though I've done something behind your back!
Answer me, is there a point of time where I ever cheated or lie to you about the people I am contacting with or meet?
Have I ever done anything foolish that could cause you to hit me the way you did?
How heartless of a man can you be?
I've respected you and loved you wholeheartedly but you act like a 5yr old!
Problems are not supposed to be shared with public!
It shows what type of man you are!
How are you to guide me when you're contradicting yourself when you said, B, It's cyber world?
And all insecure about the people commenting my fb?
Isn't that childish?
And you uploaded all the pictures with you and those b*****s in your fb and those are what you called friends?
Is it me or you who's suppose to feel pissed?
It's not my lost,
Even I was warned by many that you're a player and to be careful!
Like I've mentioned before, and I hate repeating myself, but if this helps you to remember than I shall say this again..
So that it can be drilled in your thick skull!
I am brought up with friends who are boys who happened to be the best and sincere God damn friends there is in this world and I am grateful I have them!
On top of that, they really talked sense to me and now I can understand why!
You can put two people in a private place, and if they love you wholeheartedly, and sincerely, they won't do anything stupid behind your back!
Now, that's the truth!
I do not and I mean DO NOT like the idea of my man lying to me!
Let me stress out the keyword here,
'LIE'
Because if you lie once, you can lie again, am I not right?
So I guess I have done my part by clarifying everyone's doubt!
And it's time to move on, for real!
This time!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sadness fills my heart!It bleeds I swear!
I Still love you, I still do!
I wonder why, I tried not thinking about it!
Take my heart, take my tears, what more do you want from me?
I am not myself lately,
I am in depression!
Look at me, SARMADI KASSIM!
I am ruined completely!
Why do you do this to me?
I fall flat on the ground!
All I do is pretend!
I need to get away from you!
Of all the men I know, or been with,
You hit me the hardest!
You left footprints in my heart!
It bleeds, Sam!
It bleeds because of you!
I have lost my sense of touch and taste,
And probably the rest along the way!
I need to move on, I need to stay strong..
;-(
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Another one, over and over again aye?Aren't you happy that you've caused me so much pain and grief Sarmadi Kassim?
What more do you want from me?
How long must I suffer?
You wish to contact women, so I am doing the same!
I don't need your I LOVE YOU text messages and empty hope and you're going on commenting other woman's profile!
Tsk!
Blame me for calling other people baby?
Look @ yourself!
I've had enough of you! For once, be a man! And be responsible!
Stop acting like a kid! I fucking hate you for hurting me this much!
I want to move on, you hold me back!
What is wrong with you?
What is wrong with your mind?
What the hell is your problem?
I can't sleep think or eat!
My mind is unstable!
FUCK YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME!
Get it?
I hate you so much, so so much!
Go on, go on with your women!
I can't suffer anymore,
I've caught you red handed many times,
So it's my turn now, to turn the tables around~