Auby
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
"You broke my spirit, my heart and my mind. I thought i would never be the same, but i'm still standing tall"Only that this time round I am able to move on,
With a better future, I hope!
It takes two hands to clap,
They say, and let these hands do the talking!
As of today, I shall bring myself together and not ruin my future!
It hurts so bad to see the one you love loving someone else,
But to think back again, what the heck?
He ruined me completely, played with my emotions and mind,
Threatened me, worse, HIT ME IN PUBLIC,
And even contacted women behind my back, and then lied to me!
Caught me messaging other men whom I label as friends and then he's doing the same thing as well!
Now tell me, why should I be sitting here like a plum pudding when I know that he's happy with someone else?
Is it really worth it?
Come to think of it, No!
But subconscious mind is telling me yes!
Yet I know this can't be happening!
Why dwell about this when I know it's not going anywhere?
Since you like telling the whole world about me,
I am telling everyone about you!
You've hurt me so much this time,
And you know why I still come back to you to patch things up?
It's because of love, you scumbag!
Whenever we argue about something and end up going monotonous for a moment,
You write on your FB Wall as though I've done something behind your back!
Answer me, is there a point of time where I ever cheated or lie to you about the people I am contacting with or meet?
Have I ever done anything foolish that could cause you to hit me the way you did?
How heartless of a man can you be?
I've respected you and loved you wholeheartedly but you act like a 5yr old!
Problems are not supposed to be shared with public!
It shows what type of man you are!
How are you to guide me when you're contradicting yourself when you said, B, It's cyber world?
And all insecure about the people commenting my fb?
Isn't that childish?
And you uploaded all the pictures with you and those b*****s in your fb and those are what you called friends?
Is it me or you who's suppose to feel pissed?
It's not my lost,
Even I was warned by many that you're a player and to be careful!
Like I've mentioned before, and I hate repeating myself, but if this helps you to remember than I shall say this again..
So that it can be drilled in your thick skull!
I am brought up with friends who are boys who happened to be the best and sincere God damn friends there is in this world and I am grateful I have them!
On top of that, they really talked sense to me and now I can understand why!
You can put two people in a private place, and if they love you wholeheartedly, and sincerely, they won't do anything stupid behind your back!
Now, that's the truth!
I do not and I mean DO NOT like the idea of my man lying to me!
Let me stress out the keyword here,
'LIE'
Because if you lie once, you can lie again, am I not right?
So I guess I have done my part by clarifying everyone's doubt!
And it's time to move on, for real!
This time!