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AubyAdams
I’m not that girl your mom warned you about. Her imagination was never this good ;)

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Auby

Stubborn Is My Middle Name, I Do Not Judge One By The Way One Looks, Instead, I'd Rather know One On A Personal Level To Know One As A Whole! I Am Adex's Beloved Cousin And Buruma's Best Friend Forever! I Love My Boys With All My Heart; They Complete Me! Apart From Them, I Am Devoted To My Pillars Of Faith, My Family, My All! Mess With Me And I Will Mess With Your Mind Mutherfucker*

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Thursday, April 8, 2010
Dearest God, please make me a stronger woman!

Each time I look into my phone, I see a picture of us together;

I see me in your eyes, Sam!

I hate this feeling*

I hate it when you do this to me!!

I hate the fact that I can never move on!!

What is it about me that is not good enough for you?

What is it about me that makes you this way?

Why do you have to hurt me this bad Sam?

What did I do to deserve such treatment from you?

I've changed dramatically for you..

But why do you do this to me?

Why are you so cruel and heartless?

Why are you such a jerk?

I'm trying to move on; But whenever I do, I think of you!

I stare at the wall in my house at night

In the day, I sleep!

The pain is excruciating!

It's beyond description Sam!

Take a gun, shoot me in the head!

I can't go on this way...

I can't suffer anymore!

Please stop hurting me this way!

Please stop playing or toying with women's heart!

Please stop doing this to others, Stop being a player Sam!

Stop being a brat and a heartless creature!

Learn to appreciate those who love you,

For I have always loved you Sam,

No matter how much you hurt me!

Sunday, April 4, 2010
Finally a peace of mind to write on my blog!
Alot happened today, sadly but true!
And honestly, why can't you just leave me alone?
I am trying to recover from a heartbreak!
And then this had to happen?
Sephora was hurt today!
Everything was fine today
And towards the end, we discovered Sephora's back tyre was punctured!
I was extremely upset, beyond words!
One thing after another
Why did it happened?
First, Sam ditched me hard, and then Sephora went missing, now her tyre?
Why is God testing me soo much lately?
Don't mention about losing besties, I've enough of that already!
I know I am busy all the time,
But honestly, I do remember my bffs!
I am trying to move on with my life now,
And am trying really hard to recover, but God, please give me time~
It's too much for me!
So much so I feel like giving up at times,
But I am stupid to do so,
I'm halfway through!
To success!
I can't let this ruin me, and God please answer my prayers!
I can't do this alone, I need my pillars of faith,
My friends, my family, my all!
Please, God, Don't take that away from me!
Please....
I am seeking for your understanding!
I need my pillars of faith!
Will upload my pictures with my boys;
Speaking of which, stop pestering me about my personal life!
I AM SINGLE!
Get it drilled in your head!
And I'm enjoying my life!
So stop making false accusations,
And F Off if you loathe me, or dislike me,
I don't owe anyone anything!
Catch my drift?

Saturday, April 3, 2010
Tear up the photographs But yesterday won't let go 
Every day, every day, every minute Here comes the emptiness 
Just can't leave lonely alone Every day, every day, hey hey 
This second-chancin's really getting me down 
You give and taking everything I dreamed about 
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go  
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was a simple way to get over you
 All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
 Where every lie reveals the truth 
Baby cause I all ever wanted All I ever wanted was you  
I'd rather walk alone 
Don't wanna chase you around Every day, every day, every minute 
I'd fall a thousand times Before I let you drag me down
 Every day, every day, hey hey 
Your new beginning was a perfect ending 
But I keep feeling we've already been here before
 It's time you let me know, let me know just let go  
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was a simple way to get over you 
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene 
Where every lie reveals the truth Baby cause I all ever wanted All I ever wanted was you
 Tell me with so many out there 
Why I always turn to you 
Your goodbyes tear me down every time 
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me 
 All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was a simple way to get over you 
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene 
 All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was a simple way to get over you 
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene 
Where every lie reveals the truth 
Baby cause I all ever wanted All I ever wanted was you