Thursday, April 8, 2010
Dearest God, please make me a stronger woman!Each time I look into my phone, I see a picture of us together;
I see me in your eyes, Sam!
I hate this feeling*
I hate it when you do this to me!!
I hate the fact that I can never move on!!
What is it about me that is not good enough for you?
What is it about me that makes you this way?
Why do you have to hurt me this bad Sam?
What did I do to deserve such treatment from you?
I've changed dramatically for you..
But why do you do this to me?
Why are you so cruel and heartless?
Why are you such a jerk?
I'm trying to move on; But whenever I do, I think of you!
I stare at the wall in my house at night
In the day, I sleep!
The pain is excruciating!
It's beyond description Sam!
Take a gun, shoot me in the head!
I can't go on this way...
I can't suffer anymore!
Please stop hurting me this way!
Please stop playing or toying with women's heart!
Please stop doing this to others, Stop being a player Sam!
Stop being a brat and a heartless creature!
Learn to appreciate those who love you,
For I have always loved you Sam,
No matter how much you hurt me!