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Auby

Stubborn Is My Middle Name, I Do Not Judge One By The Way One Looks, Instead, I'd Rather know One On A Personal Level To Know One As A Whole! I Am Adex's Beloved Cousin And Buruma's Best Friend Forever! I Love My Boys With All My Heart; They Complete Me! Apart From Them, I Am Devoted To My Pillars Of Faith, My Family, My All! Mess With Me And I Will Mess With Your Mind Mutherfucker*

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I guess this is the longest post that ever exist in my blogspot.

I had to let it out I swear it's killing me much ;'(

I have been thinking alot about me and hubs (md hazwan) and our relationship!

What makes me so upset is that we love each other so much and yet we can't be together.

I don't have you here with me hubs, it's too painful, It's too dreadful!

I feel like a living corpse!

I can move on so easily with others but when it comes to you, I don't have the heart to do so!

It is eating me up inside! Cinta ini membunuhku*

The song that has been playing in my mind by D'massiv!

I can't lie to you about anything and you know that, baby!

I tried to forget about you, but I can't and I don't mean to make you feel insecure,

I just feel so lost sometimes!

People who have negative thoughts would say 'Move on by, you can find someone better'

But those who know me well would say 'Please be patient by, Allah is testing you'

I have brains of my own I know but sometimes thinking about it, I cry myself to sleep!

I swear it never hurt this bad!

He treated me like a queen, he really appreciated me, in EVERY way!

The way he's proud to hold my hand, the way he smiles at me while I'm clumsy all over,

The way he hugs me to sleep, even when I snore which I hope I don't!

The way he compliments me whenever he stares me deep into my eyes causing me to have goosebumps,

The way we chat for hours, the way he pampers me by being so patient carrying my bag filled with trash,

Everything!

He is the one, I believe so because each time I pray to God he's in my mind!

It's just the way he is, to hell with what others say, he's quiet or shy, or boring,

I don't even care! He's opposite me, totally opposite of me,

I'm an extrovert, while he's otherwise,

I am friendly he's not,

I'm outspoken, he's quiet but who gives a FUCK?

I just love him the way he is,

And I don't care about others, even if he can't be there with me/ for me all the time,

He's still in my heart!

He will always be~

I promise you hubs, no matter what, you're always my no 1!

xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxo~