Watching Harry Potter with love now,

I missed spending quality time with him,

It seems that we're always busy doing our own things and tomorrow we'll be busy again!

Woke up at 8.30 in the morning, since I am supposed to accompany love to Jb!

As promised, I woke up instantly, on my notebook and then tweet, followed by sharing a quote in facebook and went for a quick shower before love starts nagging ;p

So I was told we were just going there to pump petrol but as usual, I changed plans!

I was so happy my day wasn't disturbed by anyone (esp mom ;p) and that I was able to spent quality time with love so we decided to go shopping at City Sq!

I was pretty excited upon reaching the destination, since I love being in Msia!

Everyone was so friendly and nice, and I love the environment there,

Malaysians are so polite!

And we had lunch at Marry brown, and the moment I saw "buai buai" I screamed!

And as usual, Muhammad Hazwan had to tolerate my nonsense and dined with me,

Because I will retaliate if he doesn't, so he knows me well and just agreed!

I was so "JAKUN" and kept swinging all the way, even when we were eating!

Everyone looked at me and I just couldn't be bothered! Who am I to kid? I'm childish but that's not the point! The point is that we don't have that in Singapore!

So after which, we headed to SASA to get my lashes and then I got my make up case!

We went to Watsons after that and I got myself the vaseline whitening lotion! I really hope it works yea?

And we both spent the rest of our days at home,

I really had a blast today, looking forward to next week!

XO<3

Stay home saturday!

Went for my job interview at guardian today and thank God everything went well!

I am starting next week, prolly on friday or saturday,

Since Kak Hana booked me for expo exhibition!

Syukur Alhamdulillah, rezeki ;)

I am very much contented with everything God has given me and I swear I will work very hard for both school and work!

Yes, I know maybe to some working at such places might be rather degrading, but I don't care or give a damn so long as it's halal money and I can support myself, I am fine!

I have my family and friend's support so I don't mind about anything at all, thank God for everything he has given me!

School has been well too and I can't wait to graduate and get my diploma!

I really wanna apply for SQ Or Emirates, I know I have been saying this for oh so many times but I mean it really!

And my mom is happy everything is doing well for me,

I need to learn to be independent so there you go mom and dad!

And yes I lead a very simple life, and mom's a guardian manager while dad's a businessman but I have to learn the meaning of life!

Mom, you inspire me, and this is for you,

I love my family and friends to death, thank you for the moral support you have given me all this while,

XO<3

I just can't begin to explain how tough it is for me to be in this state!

I miss bestie so God damn much!

I can't do this any longer, I feel like a lost sheep without bestie!

I am not being exaggerating or anything but at the rate I am going, I can just die!

He's not there physically to listen to my complains or laugh with me,

Or even entertain or hug me or tell me everything will be okay!

I need him, I really need him!

I am beginning to miss everything that we do together!

God, why are you testing me in this manner?

I no longer have sephora, just my Ipod and me, and where's Buruma?

God, please hear my cry, please make me strong, please God please!

I can't bear to lose him anymore!

I really need buruma in my life, please help me be strong!

Whenever I turn left or right, I don't see anyone I know anymore, goodness!

It's crazy!

I hate going to school alone, I hate eating alone, gg to lecture and classes alone!

I need you buruma, I truly need you!

I have been silent because Its eating me up inside, please buruma,

Hear my cry ;(

ILYVVM <3

So me and bestie went shopping!

As I am listening to 91.3 and searching for my charger, I wish to tell you more about what happened today ;)

I had trouble waking up today!

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY BURUMA AND JANNUMA

I just can't believe it's been two years!

16 Oct 2008 is where we forged our friendship and now I can happily admit I am happy, so so happy that I found him in my life!

I am forever grateful for what you've done for me ma, xo!

I swear I had a blast today!

Firstly, we got ourselves the same t-shirt and it's in his favorite color; BLUE!!

Then we headed to MBS to camwhore, as usual!

And then had dinner at Marina Square!

After which, we went to tamp and he gor me a GUESS WALLET!

How sweet is that??!

Also, he got me a keep calm bag from Wallet Shop and we got each other mini Care bears!

His in blue and mine in pink!

I can roughly think for his bday celebration, I have something in mind!

Yay!!

I am actually in bad shape today, but since I promised him I must fulfill my words!

I am super happy today!!

We ended the night by drinking grape juice and to summarize it all, I HAD FUN!

LOVE YOU LOADS BURUMA <3

Till death do us part!

Daddy Says "In Life All You Need Is RESPECT"

And so I watched LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN,

No worries, there are subtitles though!

I guess my personal blog is rather simple and plain compared to my tumblr~

I want it to be easier for you to read cause if it's too fancy it might be an irritant to the eyes!

So I had a heart-to-heart talk with MH and I cried, cried and cried whenever I am not with him!

Why I can't move on;

He changed me, brought me to the right path, saved me from myself, made me a queen in his life and treasured me!

Yes, It's his first rship, so i gotta see it in a different angle!

I know it's hard for him cause he's never been this serious and I know he's never the sort who goes around telling girls ILY or anything for that matter!

And yes, It's hard, I never mentioned it was easy!

I tried moving on, not that I don't but nothing can compare to him!

I hold on to our black book, memories of me and him,

Staying up till four in the morning just to star gaze with baby cousin,

Cried for hours and hours when we both are in depression,

Doing stupid and foolish things that hurt us just to forget each other,

Went for every single family occasion,

Mom's wedding, mom's solemnization, fasting month, birthdays, anything and everything!

I have been so attached to him, and we don't need no sex for that!

It's beyond description!

I have been through so much Sh*t in my life,

Over and over again we hurt each other,

But every night I pray to God to find me a soulmate,

And yet he's the first one I come running to when I am sad or happy,

And yes he might be monotonous, religious, boring and quiet!

But that's what makes him special in my eyes!

I've never really been able to convince myself I can't live without him,

But this time round, I have to admit, he's everything to me,

Be it in a rship or friendship,

He's the one I come running to for help,

He's the one I come running to for comfort,

He's the one I come running to for attention~

And eventhough if we don't get to be together in the mere future,

I CAN NEVER AND WILL NEVER FORGET MUHAMMAD HAZWAN~