I just can't begin to explain how tough it is for me to be in this state!

I miss bestie so God damn much!

I can't do this any longer, I feel like a lost sheep without bestie!

I am not being exaggerating or anything but at the rate I am going, I can just die!

He's not there physically to listen to my complains or laugh with me,

Or even entertain or hug me or tell me everything will be okay!

I need him, I really need him!

I am beginning to miss everything that we do together!

God, why are you testing me in this manner?

I no longer have sephora, just my Ipod and me, and where's Buruma?

God, please hear my cry, please make me strong, please God please!

I can't bear to lose him anymore!

I really need buruma in my life, please help me be strong!

Whenever I turn left or right, I don't see anyone I know anymore, goodness!

It's crazy!

I hate going to school alone, I hate eating alone, gg to lecture and classes alone!

I need you buruma, I truly need you!

I have been silent because Its eating me up inside, please buruma,

Hear my cry ;(

ILYVVM <3