And I stayed up since three am in the morning!

What was I thinking?

I am really tired mentally, emotionally and physically!

Why?

Because I think too much!

And yes I did only because I give a fuck about what has been going on lately only to discover that I'm heart-broken!


I just have no idea why is it so hard for people to treasure one's presence and not take advantage of what they have, and not regret in the end, when everything's over?

I need to knock some sense into these people!

Am I too ugly or something? Cause if I am, I'll do something about it!

Am I vulnerable or stupid? Cause I might just be numb and be mean to you!

It hurts so fucking bad and I just want you to know that!

I have been giving in alot, and I can name you the events in detail of which I did just that and you'll be surprised trust me!

I deserve better treatment than this, I know so because I have given you everything!

Love, care, concern, attention, affection, name it!

But that isn't good enough?

If that's the case, go marry a barbie doll or someone who can condone to whatever it is that you wish/desire!

I have had enough, I swear!

Friends; HELP!!

I really need to start a fresh, I really need to move on!

Time heals all wounds,

xoxo~

Time check; 2.34 am ;)

I still can't sleep, what is wrong with me?

Have I gone mad or something?

Honestly I just can't describe this feeling right now,

And boy I hate it when I'm all emotional!

Bummer~

It seems that something's amiss!

I had a shoot in school today and it went well thank God!

And headed straight to meet bestie at town and had dinner at Mac ;)

I just feel as though I am at a losing end,

Bestie's not with me, I am busy with school and work and I still wanna make myself busy eventhough my schedule is packed!

I just can't sit down and think!

I don't work that way!

My God!

It's so frustrating!

Knowing the fact that I don't have my best friend in the world by my side 24/7!

It is seriously killing me!

I am paranoid and I have to admit, I am feeling lonely!

Deep down only God knows how much I have suffered!

Please, God, hear my prayers, please make me a stronger person!

I can never lie to myself..

Depression