And I stayed up since three am in the morning!

What was I thinking?

I am really tired mentally, emotionally and physically!

Why?

Because I think too much!

And yes I did only because I give a fuck about what has been going on lately only to discover that I'm heart-broken!


I just have no idea why is it so hard for people to treasure one's presence and not take advantage of what they have, and not regret in the end, when everything's over?

I need to knock some sense into these people!

Am I too ugly or something? Cause if I am, I'll do something about it!

Am I vulnerable or stupid? Cause I might just be numb and be mean to you!

It hurts so fucking bad and I just want you to know that!

I have been giving in alot, and I can name you the events in detail of which I did just that and you'll be surprised trust me!

I deserve better treatment than this, I know so because I have given you everything!

Love, care, concern, attention, affection, name it!

But that isn't good enough?

If that's the case, go marry a barbie doll or someone who can condone to whatever it is that you wish/desire!

I have had enough, I swear!

Friends; HELP!!

I really need to start a fresh, I really need to move on!

Time heals all wounds,

xoxo~